From Seeking To Radiating Love: Evolution is unavoidable in the process of overpowering doubt
Low self-esteem is not a natural-born talent. It is an oriented pattern. Just as we learn to distrust ourselves, we can learn to trust ourselves again. This is a practice that plays out in connections where those battling with it, are often captured in repetitive unwholesome cycles of unfulfilling relationships with those who discover delight in treating them with the uttermost disregard.
After repeatedly returning into the arms of a man who held her in low regard and frequently locating herself in the company of emotionally withdrawn men, the author ventures on a journey of self-discovery. It is during these moments, that the author unveils her battle with low self-esteem.
Subjected to endless silent treatments, utter indifference, impoliteness, emotional abuse, the author travels back to her childhood to discover the moments that oriented her to remain in the company of those who subject her to mistreatment, but not without a little vindication.
Witnessing the impact of low self-esteem in her life, the author becomes deliberate on her recovery journey by executing small practices that eventually steer her out of an unfulfilling and emotionally lacking relationship with a man who treats her with discourtesy.
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